i feel sad

its so hard to express my feeling right now..
Only Allah knows what happen inside my heart..
even from the outside it seems i'm so hepi but deep inside my heart,who knows..
pray for the better future..insyaallah everything will going smoothly...
may Allah bless me n family..

i miss all my precious moments

i just realized i’ve not been writing lately..i was a bit busy with my works..Today,i just feel like writing again..so,this is it about my feeling..The First.. The first thing of everything usually leaves mark to your heart or memory..i feel so depressed at this moments. I felt something is missing..
Subhanallah, what actually happened? i don't know and it can't be put into words...as i think about the past, the tears will come out..i would always tell myself that everything will be alright..but deep down inside i know it's not going to be much better...i'm still hoping for rainbow after..
if i've been making trouble for everyone, i'm so sorry..
to be able to smile, maybe be i have at least cry one litre of tears..
i’ve to be strong and just pray that everything will be fine..insyaAllah..

tensioonn...

hari ni sgt pening kpla..huhuhu..
rasa nk balik uma dan tdo untuk seketika...arrggghh
sy memerlukan rehat secukupnya supaya sy dpt senyum dgn lebarnyaaaa hehehe..
enough for today..chow chin chow...

Tuhanku..

Tuhan memanggil, ku tidak menyahutnya,

Tuhan memanggil, aku mendengar saja,

Tuhan memanggil aku, ku sahut sekali sekala,

Tuhan memanggil aku, ku cuba menerimanya...

Tuhan memanggil, ku sahut bertalu-talu,

Tuhan memanggil, ku jemu menyahutnya,

Tapi aku memaksa diriku untuk menerimanya,

Itulah diriku yang belum jinak dengan Tuhan.....

kerinduan

semalam aku terasa sedih teramat sgt..aku menangis dikala aku besujud dan dalam setiap doaku..Ya Allah aku mmg rindukan dia....jauh disudut hatiku, mmg aku rindu kat dia..
aku x mampu untuk meluahkannya...